How hanging out with certain people make you think of certain things. At times it may be random but at others the connection is clear. earlier tonight i just realized something, and it was probably by the most unexpected yet most expected person to come from. i know it makes no sense but hear me out. This girl has put me through every possible emotion imaginable. through her ive learned what true happiness is but at the price of finally meeting pain, anger, hatred, jealousy, regret, and sorrow. I've known her for so long and i care so much for her because no matter what we've gone through somehow some way we end up closer than before. but tonight she made me realize something. something i thought had hit me a long time ago...
We're getting old
Graduation is coming fast
What are we gonna do
until tonight i never really thought of it and honestly it still hasn't hit me completely. things are changing yet we feel nothing. as the world changes we're still here unchanged, numb and lifeless to the world around us.
Its been a while
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Honestly i think the last time i updated this was the 7th? im not entirely sure, but anyway the reason why i havent done anything is because i've been catching up with school and robotics and such and such. things have been hectic but with winter break coming along itll give me a chance to do nothing for a while, maybe too much of nothing. tonight was a great start to what i thought was gonna be a boring break. Tara picked me up from robotics with Evan, Josh, and Nick. we all went to eat at archies mainly to see Matt. the food was great much better than i expected. since my parents are such hardasses making me come home before 8 we just hung out in my garage and played music, my dad even got involved and it was really fun until tara locked her keys in the car. her parents had to come down and bring the spare but they werent happy about it. all in all it was a perfect night and the whole time i noticed that at the restaurant and in my garage there was always an empty seat, i really wished you were there to experience it all ^^
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