To love another...

Faced with an ultimatum
i made a decision
one i stand by fully
i still care about you just not in that way
and i wish we could be friends but the way you are acting now...
just makes you not worth the effort
dont be angry at me for telling you the truth
and dont be angry because of what i feel
and never tell me what to do because no one gave you the right
i would choose her over any girl even if she were thousands of miles away
even if i could never see her
even when in the back of my mind i know we may never be together
i would choose her over anyone
call me an idiot
call me a liar
call me whatever you want but it doesnt matter
she is the only thing in my world right now that actually makes sense to me
no words can tell you how i feel whenever i talk to her
for all i've sinned i must've done something right
i thought i would be ok with someone else
but the cold hard truth is im not
im not ok with any other girl because deep down inside all ill be thinking of is her
my little panda baby
my purple gummy bear
the only girl who feels right